I feel so pressurized by everyth around me right now. Mom made me read this article which really pinpoints me:

"firstborns tend t be strong-minded and confident. Youngest borns are indulged, manipulative and charming;leaving th middle child t be afraid of conflict and taking th role of th mediator and negotiator and a worry wort."

I can't seem t not online shop but I can't cos it's from US websites and only my father's American Express card can be accepted. I alrdy ordered stuff with that so if I ordered more, he'll cancel it. So..right now I'm being an idiot and listing those stuff i wna get under my favourites. Rachel Paul Steph Nat will be coming over for dinner yey.